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. RE: HOMETOWN STUFF A <[email> 9/3/20 6:20 AM TO HENRY H, Shit. Do you think you’re going to enlist? I haven’t done any research on it yet. I’m gonna ask Zahra to have one of our people put together a binder on it. What would that mean? Would you have to be gone a lot? Would it be dangerous. Or is it just like, wear the uniform and gГјzel bekar olgun kadД±nlar sit at a desk? How did we not talk about this when I was there. Sorry. I’m panicking. I somehow forgot this was a thing looming on the horizon. I’m there for whatever you decide you want to do, just like, let me know if I need to start practicing gazing wistfully out the window, waiting for my love to return from war. It drives me nuts sometimes that you don’t get to have more say in your life. When I picture you happy, I see with your own apartment somewhere outside of the palace and a desk where you can write anthologies of queer history. And I’m there, using up your shampoo and making you come to the grocery store with me and waking up in the same damn time zone with you every morning. When the election is over, we can figure out what we’ll do next. I would love to be in the same place for a bit, but I know you have to do what you have to do. Just know, I believe in you. Re: telling Philip, sounds like a great plan. If all else fails, just do what I did
Fundamentally, I achieved he wasn’t astonished and watch I am not the new heterosexual heir I am supposed to be, but instead astonished that i don’t decide to remain pretending getting the brand new heterosexual heir I am supposed to be
and act like a huge jackass until most of your family figures it out on their own. Tell Bea hi. A P.S. Eleanor Roosevelt to Lorena Hickock- 1933: I miss you greatly dear. The nicest time of the day is when I write to you. You have a stormier time than I do but I miss you as much, I think. . . . Please keep most of your heart in Washington as long as I’m here for most of mine is with you! RE: HOMETOWN STUFF HENRY <[email> 9/4/20 7:58 PM TO A Alex, Have you ever had something go so horribly, horribly, unbelievably badly that you’d like to be loaded into a cannon and jettisoned into the merciless black maw of outer space? I wonder sometimes what is the point of me, or anything. I should have just packed a bag like I said. I could be in your bed, languishing away until I perish, fat and sexually conquered, snuffed out in the spring of my youth. Here lies Prince Henry of Wales. He died as he lived: avoiding plans and sucking cock. I told Philip. Not about you, precisely- about me. Specifically, we were discussing enlistment, Philip and Shaan and I, and I told Philip I’d rather not follow the traditional path and that I hardly think I’d be useful to anyone in the military. He asked
as to why I became very intent on disrespecting the newest lifestyle of your own guys of this friends, and i also truly thought We dissociated straight (ha) out of the discussion, just like the I opened my blasted mouth area and you may said, “Given that I am not such as the rest of the dudes with the household members, you start with the fact I am most deeply gay, Philip.” Immediately following Shaan managed to dislodge him regarding the chandelier, Philip got quite a few conditions in my situation, many of which was basically “perplexed or mistaken” and “making certain the perpetuity of your own bloodline” and you may “valuing this new history.” In all honesty, I don’t remember most of it. Therefore, sure, I am aware i talked about and wished you to definitely coming out back at my family relations might be a first rung on the ladder. I cannot state it was an encouraging sign re also: our odds of going social. I am not sure. I’ve consumed a good deal out-of Jaffa Cakes about it, getting honest. Sometimes I envision transferring to Nyc when deciding to take more releasing Pez’s youthfulness safety there. Only making. Not going back. Possibly consuming some thing upon how out. It would be sweet. Is a thought: Are you aware of, We have realized You will find never in fact told you everything i think the very first time i met? You notice, in my situation, recollections are hard. That frequently, it harm. A curious most important factor of
